My Clairvoyant Guide Elsa 

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My name is Elsa and I am the third clairvoyant guide who works with Terence.  I am the one clairvoyant guide who normally takes the position of being behind the other clairvoyant guides called Michael and Lin Po. Please understand this has nothing to do with male dominance, because that does not exist on my side of life, the Astral plane.

At the moment I have the privilege of being able to inform Terence of a death that can be averted when he is helping another on your earth plane. But do not be alarmed, I am with him as Lin Po and Michael are with him, because Terence will call a spade a spade. What we say to him, when he talks in a clairvoyant way, he will repeat it without changing the words to make it more pleasant. If there are grave warnings then he will say so. That way the danger can be averted.

I was born in Austria, very close to the border of Austria and Germany, but my family had a strong Dutch influence due to Grandfather, on my fathers side. My father died very early in my childhood, but I always had fond memories of him. He died due to an accident where he worked, which was in a Foundry.

My mother brought us up, that is my sister and me, on a small pension, and what monies that she could bring in where tutoring was concerned, because mother used to be a school mistress before she married.

My sister and I never really got on together, due to an age difference. She was the younger and I was the older and I created the dominant attitude. Which at the time I thought I was right, but now I know that I was wrong. We eventually went our own separate ways and she married and had children. Her life was not always easy, but she always seemed to be happy which made me envious.

As a teenager I was very impressionable and I became attracted to an older man. Not an old man but a man who was older than me by about fourteen years, who came from another town on the other side of the border in Germany. He had knowledge and charm and yes he was handsome and I fell in love with him. When I was with him I felt like a Queen. When I was away from him, I was miserable and distraught.

One night we bonded together, two people became as one and I fell pregnant. But what I did not know was that he was already married. By the time that I found out, there was nothing that I could do about my condition. At the time I did contemplate suicide, because of the scandal where my condition was concerned. But nature had its way and the pregnancy was severed and no one knew. I was lucky. But my attitudes towards men changed. I felt used and abused and I was left alone with a child within me. But circumstances that I had no control over, not only changed my condition but also changed my life.

Not only did I lose the life that was growing within me, but I also lost the man that I loved. Because he was married and I was a person that he played with. He, the man that I loved went back to his wife, the wife that at the time I knew nothing about. I felt humiliated and distraught, and why me!. But I was lucky I suppose, because I lost the life within me and lost the man that I loved and no scandal ever eventuated.

All this, then changed my life quite dramatically. I became more involved in the Church, I think you call it the Presbyterian Church. I eventually became their book keeper what you may call as their accountant. My book keeping was always correct and other branches of our church asked me to look after their accounts, Which caused me to travel from town to town. 

I must admit, I did enjoy my small standing of power and influence, due to my standing within the community. But I never found love. I suppose because I never looked for it after what I had gone through. Because of this I lost trust in all people, all adults. I then looked upon children as my comfort and love in life, and they were.

Where I had lost in love, I gained in the love from the children. I gave them my all, my trust and my love and they returned it. Adults do not seem too. When I was home in the small town that I lived in, I always made cakes and sweets for the children. One day on a Sunday, I was giving the sweets and cakes to the children and one of the parents came up to me and said, "Elsa, you never give us, the parents, your sweets and cakes, why!". I retorted back very quickly, that you do not deserve what I give for the love of children. Because they the children, will always give you their trust and their love. But you as an adult will give nothing. Therefore you will go without.

I never married, only because I never allowed another man to come into my life. I left this earth plane as a person who never married, because of my my past experiences, I did not want a repeat of that unfortunate situation. But I left this earth plane full of love. Because of my love, that I placed, into the children which created for me immense happiness and joy.

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