My Gate Keeper Spirit guide called Michael

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First Edition published in 1999. © Copyright  1999 Terence M. Hamilton-Morris. All rights reserved. No part of this page may be reproduced, stored in a retrieval system, or transmitted in any form or any means, electronic, electrostatic, magnetic tape, mechanical photocopying, recording or otherwise without the permission in writing from the publisher.

I am the spirit guide called Michael. My last name is of no consequence. But I am Michael, the Gatekeeper who has complete control of all Spirit guides that enter within the realm of Terence. When I was alive on your earth plane, I had an eye for the ladies, in more ways than one. But please do not take offence to that remark. I mean nothing detrimental at all to the ladies. I always had respect for the opposite sex. I loved the ladies because I needed the love to be returned, and it was.

Anyway, this is my time to be able to give you a small insight about me, as I was in my last incarnation on your earth plane.

I was born in England, into a wealthy family and my parents were quite high in political standing and my father had great influence within the politics of the country. As a very, very young person, I was taken by my parents to the country called France, which is on the other side of the English Channel. As a very young person, I was around five years of age, I never ever forgot that traveling experience from England to France. It was a ship of three masts and the sea was, shall I say, violent. My parents and of course myself had doubts that we would reach the other side of the English Channel and put our feet on the earth of the country called France. But we did, even though we lost one of the mast’s of the ship in the storm.

Because I was born before the turn of the century of the nineteen hundreds and I was born into a wealthy family and I was the only child, you may say that I was spoilt. I can assure you that I was not. My upbringing was strict, very church minded due to the very strong influence of the Catholic religion. 

I was a very rebellious child because I always fought against the strict discipline of my parents and the church. As a child, I lost and they won.

As a young man in my early twenties I fell in love with a wonderful lady, she was pretty but her beauty came from within. She was so gentle, loving and kind and nothing was to much trouble for her where others were concerned. When I first met her she used to say to me, "Michael you are so selfish, you should grow up and become a man. But there are within, some wonderful things about you".

I never forgot what she said and I worked, so very hard to improve myself to her, and I did. She loved me as I loved her. My whole life revolved around her. She became my life. When she became my life, she was taken away in death. I became distraught, nothing mattered anymore, my true love, my only love had been taken away from me. I could do nothing to bring her back.

From that moment on my life changed. But the love that I had for her, the woman that I lost because of death, that love was never replaced by another. I never ever became close to another person again. I could not because at that time my emotions, me, my whole life was completely lost.

From then on I put my whole being into the field of justice. In other words I became a lawyer. Then later, because I divorced myself away from feelings, I found that I rose and became a Magistrate of some influence. But I had no compassion for the people that I judged. Whether I was right or wrong only my peers can make a judgment on that.

I rose to the height of a Judge, a person who had great influence amongst others. I never married because no other person could replace the woman that I loved and lost. At that time I could honestly say that I know what love is, but the pain of loosing that love was indescribable. I swore that I would not go through that pain again.

As I have said before, there was no one that could replace her love. I then became, not so much fun loving, but yes, I used people who wanted to be used. Easy come, easy go. But I was the one who lost, even in the end, as I will explain.

Because of the position that I had obtained in the level of the justice profession, I had become a judge with a lot of political influence. I had become a man of power and influence, and yes, I used that power and influence for my own gain. What do you expect. Please be fair. At that time I was a human being. I had lost my true love. Therefore I used others to replace that love that I had lost. But the loss was never replaced, always her memories came flooding back.

I will now apologise for the remarks that I am now going to make; Yes I enjoyed myself with everything that I did. I enjoyed the power that I had. But I could not share it with someone that I loved. Because no one was able to replace the true love that I had lost, so I then used others. But the candle always shone for her, my beloved.

When it was my time to leave this earth plane in death. I died a very wealthy, powerful but very lonely man. In the end the influence of the drink called Port and also Brandy had taken its toll which created a health situation that could not be reversed.

I am now here as spirit, a clairvoyant spirit, a clairvoyant guide, if you wish. I am here to help others, through this earthly man, to help others, when no other earthly person can help.

I have more to say about my last life on this earth plane, if Terence will allow it. Who knows. But always remember this; You are never alone, because Spirit is always with you. If you need help, then ask  Spirit, ask Spirit for guidance.

In your quest for a better life, remember my friend, always be kind to others. because it will always be returned when you need it. Dear friend, love your life, because your life is so precious. The value of your life cannot be replaced by another.

Let peace and the love of spirit enter your heart, for I know, that I will be speaking to you again.

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