The writings of Terence number 158 on the 8th of July 2008

Me:  Tonight, something different and yes it will be me that will start the lecture, but what will happen during this lecture I am not quite sure about. But first things first, I have always had the idea that a pure clairvoyant cannot read for themselves, therefore because of this attitude, I have for the last year relied on another for messages from Spirit to me, so within this lecture you will find that I was WRONG in this assumption. Also within this lecture you will find how Spirit puts a positive attitude over to me regarding some negative thoughts that I have had regarding a very important project of mine. I am like any other normal human being, I have my ups and downs, I have my positive times and also my negative times.

Yes I teach others with these lectures but to be quite honest I have NEVER been a patient person, and yes there are times when you HAVE to be patient and that is such a difficult lesson for us ALL to learn let alone bloody well understand. I will not talk about this very important project of mine but all you have to understand is this, that the success of this project is so, so very important to me as a human being.

This project of mine TOTALLY depends on the attitudes of the different people who review my new creation. When these different people view my creation, they may view it when they are in a negative attitude and if that happens then I loose big time. Therefore I ALWAYS and I mean ALWAYS have to have a positive attitude to the end result regarding this very, very important project of mine.

Yes it is extremely difficult to have positive attitudes towards a project that has taken a lot of time and effort when you know full well that the end result depends completely and utterly on the ones, the strangers that do not know you and the sincerity that you have regarding your project. The success of your project now completely depends on other people that you do not know. It is they the ones that you cannot see, the ones that will decide if your creation should be successful. Now just one more thing, if the ones that view your creation are in a negative mood, or they just do not believe in your creation then your creation is somewhat stuffed is it not.

Now what do you do regarding the success of your new creation, yes, there is the difficult part of the realisation of your dream which possibly revolves around your new creation. What do you do for the complete success of your creation, YOU MUST ALWAYS, ALWAYS, ALWAYS HAVE POSITIVE ATTITUDES TOWARDS YOUR CREATION? This is the most important thing that you MUST ALWAYS keep in your mind. If a negative thought creeps into your mind regarding your project then you MUST cancel it out, get rid of it because it detracts from what you are trying to create.

What is my creation; it is my two manuscripts of just some of my lectures from Spirit. Yes, between myself and Spirit there are hundreds of lectures and some have been placed into two manuscripts which will eventually become two books. I have spent over two years so far creating these lectures from Spirit. I am positive about what I have created regarding these lectures and here is the problem, the manuscripts now sit in the hands of the experts regarding the publishing world, will they accept them as a work of art or will they “can” them as not being worthy of their time.

Yes, you can do as I did and still do, I believe in my creations, I always have and I always will and yes my creations come under the COMPLETE control of the ones who decide what you will read. So in that regard what can you do? What can you do regarding the positive aspect of your beautiful creation when others, strangers have the complete control over the success or disaster of your supreme creation. You will have to believe with your very own being that your creation WILL be successful.

Yes I cheated a bit because of my knowledge regarding the world of Spirit. I wanted answers for the future of my project. I wanted answers from a medium that I could completely trust and that person is not easily found. But just remember that I also am a medium, a clairvoyant, healer and also a teacher. I, the one who teaches asked another medium, a genuine medium for an answer.

This medium I trust completely because it was through me and Spirit that encouraged this person to become a trustworthy medium.

What was the question, “Is this project going to be successful, are the experts who are going to look upon my project, are they going to be favourable towards me, are they going to be enthusiastic about my creation”.

Tonight, I will show the three messages that Spirit sent to me from this particular medium. I asked this medium for a message from Spirit regarding my new project and this is what I received.

Lin-Po: Terence, you are frustrated at the moment, are you not? A great deal of work and no real dividends to show for it. You have lectures in piles, but no one is listening. You now understand how we feel.

You want success, you will have to work and you will have to have DISCIPLINE. You will have to put aside your comforts, you’re small space of the familiar (my den) and do many things you find foolish, a waste of time, a waste of talent and un-enjoyable.

We have asked you to do readings again, and you have not done this at all as we asked. You feel that they are a waste of time, frustrating and often do no good. We do NOT believe this is true. You may give a reading to someone who does not heed your words and blames you when all goes wrong, but you are stronger for it. You are more practiced.

Your connection with Spirit is getting sloppy, you are relying on messages from us via another that you yourself could get IF you only PUT EFFORT IN and was DISCIPLINED. You need to renew your connection with us. Lectures are one thing, and one very SMALL facet of what you can do. But they are not the be all and end all.

I DO NOT WANT TO HEAR “Spirit doesn’t realise how hard this is”, because we do, very much so. But it shows us that you are DEVOTED, DISCIPLINED and the RIGHT PERSON for the job. Do not disappoint me again. Lin-Po.

There was more but that was to a personal attitude that does not warrant discussion here.

Another message from another guide regarding the same question.

Humphrey: Terry, old stick! I’m afraid my lecture is quite put off by your grim faced Spirit guide here (Lin-Po). Quite alright of course and I’m terribly easy going about it all. Sorting yourself out is more important right now. Life is such an adventure.

I thought I’d pop in to give you a little encouragement. You’ll always find what you are looking for. If you’re looking for doom and gloom, terrible times and trialling people then you’ll find them, but the funny thing is, if you look in the same place, doing the same thing for fun for adventure, humour and truly colourful people, you’ll find them instead.

You’re never too old to enjoy something. Your life has been a series of trials, but goodness, how would you recognise the good things without a comparison, eh?

Stiff upper lip old boy, and face it like an adventure! Humphrey.

Now one more regarding the same question.

Elsie: Hello, I haven’t said very much lately. It’s very intimidating to have so many strong people around, Mr. Humphrey and your own Spirit guides are so very strong and powerful, I feel humbled to have my lectures included at all.

I just wanted to say… take the chance. We’re all waiting, even me, and we’ll wait patiently for you. But we want this to happen for you more than us. Digging in the dirt, planting the seeds, pulling out the weeds, watering…it’s hard, dirty work, and a lot of the time you just want to give up. But when you wake up one morning to a beautiful garden of flowers on one fine spring day, it’s all worth it.

Don’t be defeated by yourself. Elsie.

I have shown you these messages because I want you to understand that you can achieve, if only you put the work in and you believe in your creation, but to give you a better idea, let us look at what the Spirit called Elsie said,

“I just wanted to say… take the chance. We’re all waiting, even me, and we’ll wait patiently for you. But we want this to happen for you more than us. Digging in the dirt, planting the seeds, pulling out the weeds, watering…it’s hard, dirty work, and a lot of the time you just want to give up. But when you wake up one morning to a beautiful garden of flowers on one fine spring day, it’s all worth it.

Don’t be defeated by yourself. Elsie”.

Now what does that mean to me, my manuscripts took me over two years to create, but these manuscripts have to be assessed and edited by the professionals who know the intimate details of the publishing world and yes of course that costs money, these services do not come cheap. Elsie states, “take the chance”, that means to me to take the chance and spend the money regarding the professionals. When she states, “Digging in the dirt, planting the seeds, pulling out the weeds, watering…it’s hard, dirty work, and a lot of the time you just want to give up. But when you wake up one morning to a beautiful garden of flowers on one fine spring day, it’s all worth it”. That means to me that there is more work, mundane work regarding these manuscripts, because it appears to me that it will be me that will have to edit and change the wording of the manuscripts on the advice of the experts. When she states, “don’t be defeated by yourself”, that means to me, be positive and don’t not give up.

Now let us look at what the Spirit called Humphrey said.

“You’ll always find what you are looking for. If you’re looking for doom and gloom, terrible times and trialling people then you’ll find them, but the funny thing is, if you look in the same place, doing the same thing for fun for adventure, humour and truly colourful people, you’ll find them instead”. Now this in itself is simple because now I have to create a simple scenario within my own mind, of the experts who read and advise me regarding my manuscripts that they are impressed with my manuscripts and that they are eager for me to press forward.

This statement that Humphrey has made explains itself does it not. “You’re never too old to enjoy something. Your life has been a series of trials, but goodness, how would you recognise the good things without a comparison, eh”?

Now for the last one and this is from Lin-Po and he is one of my Spirit guides who never seems to smile and can be the most hard hearted disciplinarian that I myself has ever come up against. He says this.

“Terence, you are frustrated at the moment, are you not? A great deal of work and no real dividends to show for it. You have lectures in piles, but no one is listening. You now understand how we feel”. 

You want success, you will have to work and you will have to have DISCIPLINE. You will have to put aside your comforts, you’re small space of the familiar (my den) and do many things you find foolish, a waste of time, a waste of talent and un-enjoyable”.

What does that mean to me, well it is very similar to what Elsie said and the answer is, yes I am disappointed because I have to wait for others decisions regarding my project, yes I have to wait and be patient. Also I will have more work to do regarding this project and that work will be mundane to me to say the least.

He then states, “We have asked you to do readings again, and you have not done this at all as we asked. You feel that they are a waste of time, frustrating and often do no good. We do NOT believe this is true. You may give a reading to someone who does not head your words and blames you when all goes wrong, but you are stronger for it. You are more practiced”.

Now this is a different ball game as far as I am concerned and the reasons are this. My accuracy regarding clairvoyant readings, are, so I have been told by others who have had readings done by me over the long term to be reliable. But here I have to say that I really do not like giving them because I call a spade a spade. If I see doom and gloom then I will be truthful, if I see good things then again I will be truthful.

To be very honest with you all it is a responsibility that I do not like, and why is this, it is because I am dealing with other peoples lives and they at times rely on what is said to them. I have had others who have asked me to, shall I say control their lives for a period of time and I have done this, these people will not make a decision until they have spoken with me. It appears that my decisions have never been wrong in the long term, but to have control over another’s life is somewhat daunting to say the least. The responsibility as far as I am concerned should not be mine. But again I have been told to go back to clairvoyant readings, so I will.

Alright, now Lin-Po says this, “Your connection with Spirit is getting sloppy, you are relying on messages from us via another that you yourself could get IF you only PUT EFFORT IN and was DISCIPLINED. You need to renew your connection with us. Lectures are one thing, and one very SMALL facet of what you can do. But they are not the be all and end all.

What does that mean to me, Okay Lin-Po is completely pissed off with me regarding the effort that I am not putting in regarding Spirit, what is the effort, I have to go back to “meditating”. Why is this, because then, even I will be able to read for myself? Yes I already do this, but if I do not like what is being said to me then I shut down and bring the negative side into my life. Yes I am a human being and yes I react as any other human being does and it is here that it has to stop.

Now for the last part of his message.

“I DO NOT WANT TO HEAR “Spirit doesn’t realise how hard this is”, because we do, very much so. But it shows us that you are DEVOTED, DISCIPLINED and the RIGHT PERSON for the job. Do not disappoint me again”.

What does that mean to me, don’t we always, yes always make that type of statement that no one knows how hard it is for us the individual who go through such traumatic problems. Yes we say that NO one understands and yes we are all individuals with their own set of problems or issues.

We also forget that at one time Spirit also resided on this Earth plane to learn the lessons that they wanted to learn, and yes Spirit quite often becomes frustrated with, shall I say negative attitudes and possibly non-action..

George: Terence M has given you an insight into his life at this present time regarding his talents and also his weaknesses so that you can understand. He has insight in all that he does, in other words he knows what will be successful for him and how he can prevent disasters. Tonight he has given to you what most in his profession will NOT give you and that is “The complete belief that you can achieve”. He has given you the private messages from us in Spirit to himself so that you can learn from his experiences.

Clare: My deepest wish is for you all to learn, but how can you learn if you will not listen. Yes there are times that Terence will, shall I say switch off when things that are said by us does not suit him at that time. I am pleased to say that his attitude has changed some what.

Where are we now, it is the COMPLETE BELIEVING IN YOURSELF. Yes you have created something that you believe in, but you also have to believe in yourself regarding your creation. Now you allow another to view your creation, why look upon their opinion as being negative, why not look upon their opinion as being positive. If you believe in your creation then be absolutely positive about it, because if you have a negative thought then that thought will play havoc with your creation. Do as Humphrey has said, let it be an ADVENTURE, and we are ALWAYS positive about our adventures.

Very many thanks for tonight and George and myself, being Clare wish you all very pleasant dreams and a lot more positive times ahead.    

End of Lecture